nopantsdance

Feeling so inspired.. listening to Random Rab and cloud jumping while i sort through my big bounce experiences and clean my room. sending love! What a beautiful event.. full of love and soulful shape shifting music!
Surrounded by so much energy..
i brought some home with me.
the trees.. river.. breeze.. birds.. people.. butterflies.. all dancing and giving their life energy to the event.
Here is a little of what came through to me:

feel my soul.
the wind and water move me
on the wings of butterflies
this new frequency inside of me.. the vibration of bees
brushing hands with the tops of the trees
recycling death
exchanging life
the connection we all have and should not ignore.
Don’t fear the unknown when it knocks on your door.
open. wings spread.
bright eyes see this path that all eyes know
love
thankfulness
My desire is to give
lift you up
Share this bliss
beam my message through light of the moon
cold water rush clearing your mind
in preparation for a gift
only the loving kind.
Seeking what is not hiding but i cannot find
found when my eyes see that i am no longer blind.
transition takes time
“what can be done will be done”
teaching yourself what you already know
coded in your being
cellular bliss found glowing deep within
wrapped carefully around each cell
a membrane thick and impenetrable
Always there sometimes invisible
the key for doors you’re too tall to walk through
shrink shrank shrunk
perhaps it’s the door that grew.
bliss is always there to guide you
it’s your choice to walk through
: )

Oh Kendra…

You and your little umbrella make me so wet. haha. I had such a good time Doing Kendra’s hair and Makeup for this shoot. @bohocrush always blesses me with beautiful faces to create with. There are some awesome makeup shoots in these 16 pics.
My first intention with this post was to go in to detail with how i did Kendra’s makeup and created the look, but i honestly don’t remember haha. Most always these looks are not premeditated and i certainly don’t have a formula for the guys and girls i make up. I prefer to go with the flow.
Kendra showed up with a suitcase full of boots, panties, garters, complete costume outfits, and her beautiful self. I was instantly inspired when i saw her yellow umbrella and we all came to a unanimous decision that one of her outfits would be this little ray of light : )

Kendra my love.. thank you for letting me be a part of your delightful bohocrush adventure. i forward to making you up again. XoXoX

If you want to keep up with behind the scenes video and photos of our adventures you can follow @nopantsdance, @bohocrush, and @gcrush on twitter. We’re always sharing our naughty good times as they happen : ) if you’d like you can read georgette’s post on the bohocrush blog and peep the quik video of Kendra’s shoot!! woo woo!

I’m so thankful that I’m collaborating with @bohocrush. We all add our love to make these beautiful shoots and of course we couldn’t do it without the delightful Crush Dolls and Boho Boys that come our way. i LOVE to do makeup and hair. If you want to shoot please contact me and i would LOVE to talk with you about your concepts and get you scheduled for a shoot. Love and Gratitude.

At the time this photo was taken there was only one in the world that truly made me happy… my bike. And Now.. no possession in the world could make me happier than i am to simply love being alive. My joy in life comes from the feelings i get when i am just following my bliss.. going with the flow of life.. opening all the doors and windows and feeling the rush of wind in the tunnel i walk through. I will go where the wind takes me. i’m not afraid. i am happy. i love.. all. elated

A single moment..
one glance..
a brush of a strong hand on supple skin..
one spoken word yielding my undivided attention causing a muffled hum of the worlds daily vibrations.

Like fingers on a hand we are connected. Beyond reason we are destined to meet these people and influence the paths we all follow. It’s bigger than family and more complex than a soul mate. These people will be forever influential. You may meet them 100 times before you realize that they play a large roll.. you may never actually meet them in person.. some people will never know that they exist as a link to the bliss you follow. When you collide with one of these energies.. absorb the  love.. share your bliss.. and don’t be scared. We are human. individuals. complex simple beings who create a life one moment at a time. All we have is right now. this breath. one blink. quiver. pulsate. sigh with approval of this memory. unchangeable. always learning and sharing without ever really  knowing the lessons we have gifted to one another.

feeling connected and thankful today.. had to share : )

Light the candles and turn off the lights.
close the door .. lock it behind me.
Turn on some music.. something with a lot of bass.
there is something about a low seductive voice and thick bass makes my pussy wet.
Dildo and vibrator on the pillow next to me i climb on my bed and relax feeling the coolness melt over my body.
I start out just touching myself..
finger pressure on my thighs.. pulling my knees up to my chest.. feet over my head..
Grabbing my ass and feeling a rush of hot and cold as i’ve anticipated this time with myself all day.
Rubbing my finger tips softly over my nipples and down the sides of my stomach.
It gives me goose bumps and makes me shiver as all the blood rushes to my now swollen pussy.
i grab my pink bullet and rub it’s smooth tip over my clit slowly..
no vibration yet just the sensation of an object gently moving my body’s lubrication.. warming me up for the penetration of my double headed pink boyfriend : )
my nipples harden as my own touch causes just enough friction in my thoughts to long for a set of hands to squeeze and caress my breasts.. a mouth to nibble and flick.
A fantasy comes to mind.. a certain man.. certain hands.. naughty words.. gentle hair pulling.. tight ass slapping (it’s all in the wrist)
his voice enters my thoughts. his raspy.deep.quick words are just enough to make me beg or penetration.
tonight my dildo is my pussy’s best friend. At this point i’m so wet i can feel my juices dripping down my ass.
The first feeling of penetration sends a warm chill up my spine and i can’t help but sigh with relief.. the day’s stress is gone and all i can think about is the rhythm of my hands slowly pulling and pushing the dildo in.. out.
The fantasy grows as i role play the beautiful dirty words.. his deep whisper in my ear as he fucks me from behind.. pressing his stomach against my back. rubbing this little pink bullet against my clit.. on his cock.. on his balls.. back to my pussy.
pulling his cock deeper into my pussy using my hips.. ass in the air. running his hands from my neck to my ass.
squeezing firmly.. massaging as he fucks me slow and deep..
it doesn’t take long until this fantasy has me paralyzed with pleasure and i try to remember to breathe as i cum hard and think about our bodies pressed close together grabbing.. pulling.. sweating.. biting.. pushing.. cumming.
Damn .. i’m horny.

Anyone who follows me on twitter knows how big of a pervert i can be. I’m always horny and usually have my mind in the gutter, but it always keeps me smiling and feeling sexy.
I think about fantasies.. fetish.. playing.. experimenting… all the fun things i want to try with a lover. For now, I’m just thinking about it. I haven’t met anyone that i connect with enough sexually to make them my lover, play thing, or partner.
I think it’s important to choose a good lover. Chemistry is EVERYTHING but i don’t need a sex master or anything like that. When i say i want a good lover i mean a few things:
[this goes for guys and girls]

♥ a great person with an open heart- I wholeheartedly believe that being positive and having a willingness to allow love in and out of your heart is as important as breathing.

♥ open minded and willing to try new things [not just sexually]- these two things go great together. Having an open mind allows you to be accepting of, and willing to try, new things you may not have thought of trying. You never know where your bliss will lead you if you’re willing to try something new.

♥ healthy.. loves their temple.. physically and mentally- Having a healthy lifestyle physically really opens up your mind. A healthy sexual appetite is always inspiring. I want to be naked in pictures with my love.. I want to be in video with my love. Sexuality is a part of who i am and i’m not afraid of people seeing it. I want to share my love and desire with the world as well as with my lover. Being healthy goes hand in hand with my life and how i feel. feeling healthy=feeling blissful

♥ creative.. expresses their love of life by creating- People who create things are so sexy! creating in any form.. music, art, writing, hula hooping, making food, fucking, growing, geeking [hehee]. You name it.. if someone can create with love then their desire pours out of them in their craft. Take that love and intention and put it in my pussy because i wanna FEEL IT!!

♥ positive attitude.. no party poopers allowed- everyone has things happen throughout the day that they can either take on and allow them to be broken down or grumpy. Part of the art in living is to not take on things that other people dump out there. Acknowledge it and then let it go, because it is real and it’s what they are feeling, but that negativity doesn’t need to be spread. Share love and happiness not shame and irritation.

♥ not afraid to talk about their sexual needs- I want to learn and experiment. i need lovers who will teach and learn about our sexual needs together. I really wish i knew how.. BUT i can’t read minds hehee. You need to be able to tell me what you want, how you like it. when you want it, where you like it. what you want to try, what you aren’t ready for, harder, faster, slower, softer, sideways, upside down, double dong a long a ding dong. hahaha communication is key.

♥ open to adding another woman to the relationship- as i said here .. i want more love.. and i love men and women.

choosey huh!! I just can’t bring myself to share this love and this pussy with just anyone. whether it’s casual, one time, every day a few times a day, forever, or whenever we’re in the same city.. I want lovers who are aware and living their lives like i choose to live mine.. with love and positive intention.
so for now.. i will be spending a lot of time playing with my pussy while i think about fantasies.. fetish.. playing.. experimenting… and all the fun things i want to try with a lover. I’m ready for it so i know the universe will provide.
love & gratitude

there are no brilliant inspirational words to convince anyone to live a life full of love and bliss.
You choose the path you want to walk down.
Things come to you as you are ready for them.
The universe will provide as you are ready to receive.
You learn lessons from people you would have never imagined having anything in common with.
What is wrong for you may be right for someone else.
The beauty is in allowing others to experience life.
Your bliss and it’s strength are determined by you.
love life.

all the love in the world floods into me like a wave.
tip toes tingle with lightness and my arms float instinctivly
UP Up UP Up UP . . . up
gravity pushes instead of pulls.
the only thing keeping me in the atmosphere is this net . . .
clouds made of lavender and things that shimmer.
time is unrestricted
the clock spins backwards wildly.
inhibitions haven’t been invented.
All we want to do is love love love one another.
we know not how to judge.
all is good.
peace is made with love.
mental masturbation is pleasured with verbal penetration.
words sound like sex. . . love making.
lightness like rising from under water.
steam. sweet. it’s sweat. wet
melting in a bliss that has never been discovered.
open. free. happy. living bliss.

My first year on the playa was 2008 American Dream and let me tell you… Black Rock City is a sureal dream land where love and light is in every speck of dust. I don’t think i will ever look at life the same after my first experience on the playa.

It’ s about that time again and all my friends are gathering to plan their camps and organize their chaos. I on the other hand have been stirring my memories.

such a beautiful soul

So what’s been stiring my memory pot? well, last week @gcrush ’s playa shoot went up and she followed it up with a blast from playa past. The few experiences she shared evoked so much longing and gratitude it made my eyes well up with tears.

My first night on the playa was the sunday before the gates opened. We were having a HUGE party for the dpw  i got to bar tend with the wheel of debauchery.

i painted it myself hahaa

It turns out i’m quite the naughty bar tender. I was getting cock flashes.. pussy flashes.. spanks.. licks.. whips.. motor boats.. and all sorts of creative things that weren’t even on the wheel.  I was given the name Ms.Pussy because of my kitty ear hat and got my ass branded with “skank” in pink spray paint. endless fun!! I’ll never forget those 9 days  with my family of strangers.

I fell down a rabbit hole:

and i landed into a world created by @gcrush and the community of bohocrush kids.

i must say that my most precious journey on the playa was the time spent alone.. it seemed as though people were paired up exploring together but i spent the majority of my time with myself.. exploring in the sunshine and absorbing life in the darkenss. I got to know so much about me.  . .

i am forever grateful to have had my first bohocrush photo shoot at my first burn. I had been doing hair and makeup for boho shoots for about 6 months but had not had the self love to step in front of the lens myself. So when it was my turn to get naked on a BEAUTIFUL piece of art in front of a few 100 people i really had to pull some love from myself. I’d have to say it was the most peaceful and calm i had felt the entire week.. even though i was filled with nervous butterflies ..because of the audience..  i am so thankful to have that shoot to mark a big turning point in my life. [thanks bohocrush]

My first night back in Reno wasn’t real.. my brain stayed on the playa for a good 4 months. Even as i got back to the 9 to 5 grind i continued to live my life as a gift. I brought back love and left behind my inhibitions. So far it’s been the most freeing experience of my life.. and i know BM’08 was just the beginning.

Until reading g’s post i hadn’t realized how much i miss the playa and the family.. mostly because i live life with a burner mind set every day and i surround myself with my burning man community just about every weekend. I suppose it’s the mass that i miss.. the collective of like minded in a city built from the playa up.. by the most wonderfully giving people.. the dpw .

Thank you g for stirring up my playa pot and opening up my own reflections on burning man.. you triggered thoughts that have been laying quiet for a few months. I think it’s important to relive experiences as the emotions flood back into your body.. especially since i won’t be making it out to the playa this year. I’ll be putting my energy and love into projects with bohocrush. I’m so excited for what is to come.. and i can’t wait for my time to make it back to Black Rock City.

Love & Gratitude
ms. pussy

Like most everything in my life my desire for a relationship is not completely defined with a single word.. label.. or definition. When it comes to love and relationship there is no such thing as basic.. which is why i’m writing this post

I’m not going to tell you what it is or is not by using BOX words.. which are words that people made up so they can put you in a box to try to comprehend and classify you and your unique life. I’m simply going to describe what this is to ME. I was first exposed to this idea by @gcrush .. her and shone are calling out to the universe for a girlfriend.

I suppose i should start by saying that i don’t have a plan.. a line.. a hook.. to convince any particular person to be in a relationship with me and another girl/boy. I do know that i’d like a boyfriend and a girlfriend and together the three of us would fulfill each other with love, respect, passion, growth, space, companionship, and yes.. lots of yummy sex

Photo thank you to For Her Eyes Only Tumblr blog

Which comes first.. the girlfriend or the boyfriend? Well, that doesn’t particularly matter to me either, but for the sake of keeping this description simply and because i’m craving juicy cock at the moment, I’ll go ahead and say the boyfriend comes first.
So then what? Well, I’ve learned from georgette and shone that it takes a long time to REALLY get to know someone and learn if they are a person you’d want to have in your life forever. So before the girl would be added to the relationship i would need plenty of time to get to know everything about my boyfriend. Only after we’ve determined that we trust each other  endlessly and that our love is the forever kind would we allow the girlfriend search to begin.

Then together we would begin opening our relationship to dating women. We would date her together and make a decision as a couple as to who would be let into our love. Together we would have to get to know her and trust her.. love her and only after that would we allow her into our sexual relationship. [bowchickawowwow]

You + Us = Three

The three of us would love and trust each other the same way two people would love and trust one another. I’d like the balance of a man and a woman in my life. While i am a fiercely independent person i do long for passion, excitement, and love. I’d get my freedom and my sexual fill of cock and pussy.  Having three people in one relationship full of love would be ideal for me. I don’t want children but i do want to remain youthful and i believe that love that is real will keep you young and vibrant.

I suppose i better start by finding a boyfriend or girlfriend first.. as of now this triangle is made up of just me. And who knows.. perhaps this triangle could turn into a square.

SO there you have it.. Me & My Boyfriend.. and our Girlfriend [someday]