nopantsdance

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about the little things i do on a daily basis..which lead and build on the bigger things i do on a daily basis.. which also lead to the little and big things that i DON’T do on a daily basis.. both good and bad..

We are such little beings with such few requirements for survival yet some insist on making things complicated. dramatic. hard.. or some do things that make them unhappy because they “HAVE TO”.
says who?
why? when did the masses get permission to tell me yes or no? why can’t i quit my job and persue a life of beautiful artistic bliss.. doing what i WANT to do in order to get by.. survive yet still remain 100% in my bliss and live in a world i create.. i have a choice.
I gave my notice at work today. It felt like the right thing to do : ) and i’m happy with the decision.
I’ve pulled out a new focus from within myself in the last 48 hours. I know what i don’t want to be doing and i suppose that’s one step closer to discovering the path that will lead me to what i want.
at this moment i just want to be happy. and create these things that sit in my mind.. in my sexual, creative,  blissful, dancing life vault.
Well.. it’s open now.. let us see what’s inside.

i will do what i desire in order to survive. I’m not afraid. It feels good to be making decisions in my life based on what i want to do and not what everyone around me thinks i should do.
more to come..
for now.. back to random rab and Lord of the Flies
sleep sweet