nopantsdance

When i am asleep i dream..
Eyes closed i let my mind play with all of the subconscious inspirations that the universe has planted into my being.
The colors are vivid.. the smells.. sounds.. feelings are so pure.
Dreaming has become a drug for me.
I know that this inspiration will find a body. right now i’m struggling to put words, sounds, explanations to the things the universe is showing me. Wishing i could place a camera in my mind and show you where i go when i sleep.

when i am awake i dream..
open or closed my eyes process what i see. nose to smells. ears to sounds. body to feelings..
There is a world around me that i wasn’t aware of. Even when i was awake my channels were closed. i wasn’t allowing anything in.
but now..
I am finding inspiration from everything i focus on

a bird. a feather. a bolt. a breeze. a beat. a laugh.
light. sky. sun. trees. flowers blooming. stars dying. bees working. muscles twitching. a pet’s call for attention. colors changing. water moving. temperature rising. the earth cooling. warming. global interaction through the movement of molecules. nails growing. faces aging. bass pulsing. his voice. her voice. our voices blending together making the most blissful note. pitched perfectly to be heard only by those making it. inaudible to the world at large.
super power. layers upon layers building inspiration fitting together.. a puzzle with no picture on the box. always changing. malleable by thought.
instantaneous reaction. Electromagnetic forces forming molecules. exchanging love and light.
Transient blue-shifted absorption.
covalent bonds between strangers. a mysterious connection of love on a molecular level.
I may never know you but i love you. because we are connected through life and through death.. and because there is no greater thing in life to me than to give and receive love.

I’m slowly learning how to capture my inspiration and use it towards something that i can share. elated. life is a beautiful gift. the cycle of living and dying..
loving, giving, receiving.. all of the feelings, thoughts, and desires in between are bliss. so thankful!